Our Fertility Journey: Episode 1

Our first addition to a new series. We have been filming this journey for such a long time, and it feels good to finally release the first episode. This journey is dedicated to everyone going through the hardships of fertility. You're not alone in this. We're here for you.
-The Perkins
MY CURRENT PREGNANCY ESSENTIALS
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  1. emerald chaves

    emerald chaves

    20 soat oldin

    You and your husband are so strong for sharing your story. I can’t imagine all the hurt and disappointment you went through. Thanks for sharing and congratulations 🎊 on your baby boy ! 🧡 I also just ordered a pair of your shades I’m so excited to try them out ! Xoxo 😘

  2. Nicole C

    Nicole C

    18 kun oldin

    Watched these episodes before I began my own journey and watching as I prepare for my 6th IUI and it feels different watching now than it did a year ago. My body announces itself before the pregnancy test. I literally dread going to the bathroom during that time.

  3. Joan hardy

    Joan hardy

    Oy oldin

    HOW I WAS ABLE TO GET PREGNANT I want to share my true life story and how i got help to save my life and my marriage firstly i want to thank a great man called Dr. oselumen. i was married for the past 8years looking for a baby badly and i have spend alot of money for medical description all to no avail until the 9years after loosing hope already and my husband has already made up his mind to marry another woman and it was like big slap on my face till one faithful day i was on the internet checking on what to do to get pregnant and i saw a testimony share by Marina johnson from USA on how she got help to have a baby of her own with natural herbs today and she now live a happy life with his husband and she also pregnant again and i quickly contacted the email and number wrote which is droselumen@gmail.com and his call number +2348054265852, I am pregnant after doing what this man ask me to do and the instruction he gave to me with his natural herbs , am now 7months pregnant after 8years of marriage am so so happy and if you are out there having this similar problem quickly contact him now for your help.

  4. Hailey Stevens

    Hailey Stevens

    2 oy oldin

    I just have to say, it’s amazing seeing how supportive your husband was through this process. You are so lucky you have such an amazing life partner.

  5. Shermineh Shams-Shoaaee

    Shermineh Shams-Shoaaee

    2 oy oldin

    I am trying to get pregnant, and when I watched this video, it felt like that’s me talking, so many times I thought I am pregnant, but it didn’t take me long to figure out I am not. I cried with you, specifically when the video got to its very last minutes... I need hope too, and I know how exhausting and overwhelming the journey could be.... please wish me luck....

    • Joan hardy

      Joan hardy

      Oy oldin

      HOW I WAS ABLE TO GET PREGNANT I want to share my true life story and how i got help to save my life and my marriage firstly i want to thank a great man called Dr. oselumen. i was married for the past 8years looking for a baby badly and i have spend alot of money for medical description all to no avail until the 9years after loosing hope already and my husband has already made up his mind to marry another woman and it was like big slap on my face till one faithful day i was on the internet checking on what to do to get pregnant and i saw a testimony share by Marina johnson from USA on how she got help to have a baby of her own with natural herbs today and she now live a happy life with his husband and she also pregnant again and i quickly contacted the email and number wrote which is droselumen@gmail.com and his call number +2348054265852, I am pregnant after doing what this man ask me to do and the instruction he gave to me with his natural herbs , am now 7months pregnant after 8years of marriage am so so happy and if you are out there having this similar problem quickly contact him now for your help.

  6. Dana Lut

    Dana Lut

    2 oy oldin

    I have also been trying- multiple IUIs, 1 unsuccessful IVF 2 yrs ago, unexplained infertility and now I am 39 years with a low egg reserve.. Still, i am genuinely happy for you n hope everything goes well. Can't figure why there shud be any haters, everyone's journey & opinion is different yet we should respect one another. I keep hope of being blessed, please pray for me 🙏

  7. Paula Eric

    Paula Eric

    2 oy oldin

    This is my story of Grace. It took me so many thoughts to post this because I know I would be judged by those who know nothing about infertility. But after realizing that people are out there facing the same issues so I decided to publish my testimony without caring about me being judged or not. I am 38 year old, I got married to my husband at the age of 24 years. Unfortunately I was diagnosed with PCOS during my marriage. Due to being diagnosed as pre-diabetic I was given metformin. I was now coming in normal range and ovulating on my own. After putting a bit of pressure on, I was given clomid from May, 3 years ago. I got to my 4th round of clomid awaiting AF to start the 5th round. I had an appointment with a specialist and asked to start IVF if I don’t get pregnant till March last year. I did as i was told but still, there was no difference. This is my story of ups and downs on the road of infertility so far. Along with all these body issues which makes me come under the ‘infertile’ zone, women like me have to deal with criticism. Infertility is a lonely place and no one understands what it feels like, other than people who are going through it. Today I am pregnant with a set of twins after contacting a spell caster called Dr Ozigidon whom I have heard so much about his unique powerful spell. With his powerful spell I was able to conceive and all medical problems disappeared. I am really obliged that I found some sites where I can write my heart out and not be judged. contact this wonderful spell caster for help if you wish. drozigidonhenz.spell.net@gmail.com . Or Whatsapp +2349054750112. Infertility is a lonely world

  8. Kari Boudreaux

    Kari Boudreaux

    2 oy oldin

    Bless your sweet hearts. I’m in tears with you both....you both got through this and now have your miracle baby Ocean in your arms.

  9. Stacy Wingate

    Stacy Wingate

    2 oy oldin

    How much is the IVI treatment? I too am having fertility issues. Me and my husband are considering trying this route. An estimate will help us so much. Love u Desi and god bless you and Steven.

  10. Peculiar Frank

    Peculiar Frank

    2 oy oldin

    MY SPECIAL GRATITUDE GOES TO DR ISAH JOHNSON WHO CURE ME FROM FIBROID WITH NATURAL HERBS..... Hello everyone, I am Peculiar Frank. I have been suffering from fibroid For over 8 years of my Marriage and it was really difficult and heart breaking for me because the symptoms were very terrible and difficult for my Menstrual period. I Have been Looking for ways to get treated from this Fibroid but no way, i was afraid of surgery and i went to different hospitals here in the UK but still no hope until i saw a Testimony of A Woman who was cured from fibroid by Dr. Isah Johnson and she put down the WHATSAPP address of this great Doctor. WHATSAPP : +2349065613964 : I took the chance and contacted Dr. Isah Johnson who have the natural cure to fibroid, he assure me of his herbal medications and also ask me to send my home address he can use to send this medications to me which i listen to his advice and i bought his herbal medications and i used it as instructed by him, after 4 Weeks i went to the hospital for Scan and my doctor confirm that there is no more trace or sign of fibroid in my body again i was so happy with my family YOU CAN REACH THIS GREAT DOCTOR ALSO VIA HIS WHATSAPP NUMBER: +2349065613964 OR EMAIL HIM ON> drisahjohnson@gmail.com

  11. Kailee

    Kailee

    3 oy oldin

    The series I never knew I needed

  12. Savannah Bernie

    Savannah Bernie

    3 oy oldin

    Who’s here after watching their Birth Vlog w Ocean, 😍😭❤️

    • Louise Mailey

      Louise Mailey

      2 oy oldin

      Me

  13. Melissa Jean

    Melissa Jean

    3 oy oldin

    Have you ever heard of Alison Rosen? She went to the fertility clinic with starbursts too. You should go on her podcast and talk about your experiences!!!!

    • Joan hardy

      Joan hardy

      Oy oldin

      HOW I WAS ABLE TO GET PREGNANT I want to share my true life story and how i got help to save my life and my marriage firstly i want to thank a great man called Dr. oselumen. i was married for the past 8years looking for a baby badly and i have spend alot of money for medical description all to no avail until the 9years after loosing hope already and my husband has already made up his mind to marry another woman and it was like big slap on my face till one faithful day i was on the internet checking on what to do to get pregnant and i saw a testimony share by Marina johnson from USA on how she got help to have a baby of her own with natural herbs today and she now live a happy life with his husband and she also pregnant again and i quickly contacted the email and number wrote which is droselumen@gmail.com and his call number +2348054265852, I am pregnant after doing what this man ask me to do and the instruction he gave to me with his natural herbs , am now 7months pregnant after 8years of marriage am so so happy and if you are out there having this similar problem quickly contact him now for your help.

  14. lorena herrera

    lorena herrera

    3 oy oldin

    Hi Hun! God bless you & family new blessing Rewatching every video of your journey going through something similar! Thank you for being open & letting everyone be part of it and learn from it

  15. Lifewithash

    Lifewithash

    3 oy oldin

    So sorry you went through all these trials. Women are so resilient & amazing, congrats on a beautiful baby boy! You will be a great mama 💙

  16. Cassy Harman

    Cassy Harman

    3 oy oldin

    I’m going thru our journey now. I found your video on UZtop and you give me so much hope😭 I love following you💕

  17. CleanThenWine

    CleanThenWine

    3 oy oldin

    We’re struggling to afford our egg retrieval. 😢

  18. Brandon Whittaker

    Brandon Whittaker

    4 oy oldin

    How can people dislike videos like this. This isnt a skit. Just raw feelings from the heart and clips from there journey that they dont have too share. How could this be disliked? If anyone dosent agree feel free to explain it too me

  19. Brandon Whittaker

    Brandon Whittaker

    4 oy oldin

    Just letting you know this episode isnt showing up on your channel

  20. Cvetko

    Cvetko

    4 oy oldin

    Just came here to say, YOU DID IT GUYS! Congratulations! 🎊🎉

  21. SANCHESZ

    SANCHESZ

    4 oy oldin

    Back here to rewatch the series now that baby boy Perkins has arrived 🥺🥺

  22. Eleanor Kelly

    Eleanor Kelly

    4 oy oldin

    Just going to watch them all back over again 🙈

  23. Cinnamonxo

    Cinnamonxo

    4 oy oldin

    Im crying!! YOU JUST HAD THE A BABY!! 🥺🥺

  24. Maya Bronleewe

    Maya Bronleewe

    4 oy oldin

    Starting this series after you had your sweet boy today, I’m so incredibly happy for you and Stephen and I wish all 3 of you the absolute best💗

  25. marlen torres

    marlen torres

    4 oy oldin

    whos here after watching desi's story saying she's in labor

  26. xodees

    xodees

    4 oy oldin

    Watching this at 5am cause I’m almost posting you are in labor or already had baby Perkins and I need to calm my nerves so here I am lol just me ?

    • xodees

      xodees

      4 oy oldin

      *positive

  27. Wendy Rucker

    Wendy Rucker

    4 oy oldin

    Omg I’m just watching these I I wish so bad I could reach through and hug u and tell you it will all be worth it. It will happen for you guys.

  28. G Meintani

    G Meintani

    4 oy oldin

    This is so strange to me. How can you have a miscarriage (which means you both are fertile) and then not being able to?

  29. GhostIPA

    GhostIPA

    4 oy oldin

    Oh i thought ep 1 would start with the pipe

  30. veee 143

    veee 143

    4 oy oldin

    I love these videos 💙I’m so excited for the birth

  31. April MacIntosh

    April MacIntosh

    4 oy oldin

    I haven’t been getting notifications:(

  32. Lucas Oliver

    Lucas Oliver

    5 oy oldin

    Having sex every day even during ovulation will not necessarily increase your chances of getting pregnant. I have been married for 6years now and nothing happen, I tried every way but all to no avail. Nothing that can make you feel more alone or stressed out than trying to conceive, though TTC can feel exhausting, frustrating and lonely. I want to thank God and also doctor Eddymon for putting a smile in my face, I conceive last years after I took the medication dr. Eddymon sent to me. The dr gave my assurance I am going to get pregnant within a month and it happened just the way he said it and now I have a baby of my own. I pray for everyone here looking for fruit of the womb, the same God that did mine will also do yours. In case you have the same problem and want to reach him on WhatsApp +2348128107710 or e-mail doctoreddymon@gmail.com

  33. Kiki

    Kiki

    5 oy oldin

    I was so discouraged this year after 2 years of trying. I was not going to do anything unnatural because of side effects, etc.. I had resigned to leave it in God's hands and then I finally got pregnant. Even though I'm 14 weeks pregnant, I still struggle to feel secure. I just want to hold my baby for it to be real. I can't imagine if I had a history of miscarriage. My friend just had one and it sounds devastating. I'm trusting God with this baby!

  34. Brandy Evans

    Brandy Evans

    5 oy oldin

    Uhhh. Anybody else hear the creepiest thing ever at like 1:03, I can’t tell if it’s one of them or a tv or something but I clearly hear the word DEMON, and it’s crystal clear. Wth. I can’t imagine why they would say that. Am I mishearing something.

  35. Natalie Tapia

    Natalie Tapia

    5 oy oldin

    Every time I watch a new fertility video I always come back to this one because it’s so amazing and such a miracle 🥰. Since the beginning I’ve always said I couldn’t wait till you two become pregnant , i know for a FACT that you guys would be amazing parents .

  36. Kellie Lawrence

    Kellie Lawrence

    5 oy oldin

    I’m SO happy for you both. But can you please someone tell me what sunglasses she’s wearing? I’m obsessed 🌹

  37. breanna corral

    breanna corral

    5 oy oldin

    Re-watching this cause I just found out I’m 5 weeks pregzzzz!❤️

  38. rere matar

    rere matar

    5 oy oldin

    25:00 “I didn’t even get a chance to take the pregnancy test” I’m no longer able to hold my tears 😭💔 I’m a mother of 5 months baby boy ♥️

  39. Anielka Baldera

    Anielka Baldera

    5 oy oldin

    I’ve told myself and my husband... if I don’t have a 9month belly I will not take a pregnancy test... it’s just painful when it’s a “Not Pregnant”

  40. rebecca zeman

    rebecca zeman

    5 oy oldin

    I got HORRIBLE cramping and migraines and bleeding with clomid. It was the worst experience.

  41. Nano Poysungnern

    Nano Poysungnern

    5 oy oldin

    Fuck im only one minute in and im crying cuz seeing and hearing how happy they were to be pregnant in 2013 knowing what happened later is so so heartbreaking to me but it makes me even more happy to know this journey have a happy ending but damn that video hit me hard right from the start.

  42. Andrea Ortiz

    Andrea Ortiz

    5 oy oldin

    I love this I’ve been watching your videos for a long time I can’t believe it finally happened can’t wait to see how beautiful your baby will be

  43. Suzana Vujanovic

    Suzana Vujanovic

    5 oy oldin

    ❤️

  44. Vanessa Cardenas

    Vanessa Cardenas

    6 oy oldin

    I’ve come back a 3rd time to start crying all over again

  45. dee12

    dee12

    6 oy oldin

    We must talk about all those issues more often indeed. I went through my 1st miscarriage recently and I suddenly found out how many friends/friends of friends/relatives/etc. have had such an experience. It really teaches you to never assume anything and to not be afraid to seek help or someone to talk to. Being supportive is being mindful, I always thought those 'when are you getting pregnant' questions were rude and invasive, but I got a glimpse of how hurtful they can also be. Strength, health and happiness to us all.

  46. Pronette Johnson

    Pronette Johnson

    6 oy oldin

    I experience those questions from my families and friends too. It feels so cruel. I have a son, but my husband and I can have anymore kids due to medical reasons and they would just ask blatantly: why are you guys not having anymore kids.

  47. Elizabeth Nelson

    Elizabeth Nelson

    6 oy oldin

    Aw desi seeing you cry is heartbreaking sorry that you went through this pain!

  48. SophiaMichole

    SophiaMichole

    6 oy oldin

    ❤️

  49. Genlovee

    Genlovee

    7 oy oldin

    Thank you for sharing, and sending blessings for you and your family ❤️🏡

  50. Tahira Baig

    Tahira Baig

    7 oy oldin

    Hi Desi can I ask why you chose IVF? Were your labs and hubby’s labs normal? Was this a case of unexplained infertility?

  51. THE VALENTIN’S SHENANIGANS

    THE VALENTIN’S SHENANIGANS

    7 oy oldin

    This is why I never got operated after my 5th child. I’ve always wanted to be a surrogate & help others in need “Just in case” birthing a child is a blessing... whether I’m carrying my own or a bundle for someone else to cherish.... now I think I want another baby 👶🏼 & mine are 17,16,13,11,11❤️🙏🏻 & im 38....

  52. Amy M

    Amy M

    7 oy oldin

    I hate Hollywood for making it seem so easy 😢💔

  53. Risa Lynn

    Risa Lynn

    7 oy oldin

    I had three miscarriages before I got my rainbow baby💖🦋 she was born feb 2020!!!

  54. Ivana

    Ivana

    7 oy oldin

    Desi deciding to plant flowers during all of this is so symbolic. 🥺💕

  55. Hannah Ellie

    Hannah Ellie

    7 oy oldin

    this breaks my heart

  56. Doctor Esther

    Doctor Esther

    7 oy oldin

    Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your journey. It’s never easy going through it privately, but to share it with others takes so much extra courage. Thinking of you both as you continue on this painful journey.

  57. THE JRO

    THE JRO

    7 oy oldin

    Wow guys, that 2017 “confessional” video you made was in THWO THOUSAND SEVENTEEN?!!!! I remember that like it was yesterday! So happy for you!!!!!!!!! I’m crying right along with you babe. 😭😭😭😭😭💘💘💓💓💕💘💖💞

  58. Stacy Dickinson

    Stacy Dickinson

    7 oy oldin

    GIRL... ALLLL THE FEELS... My husband and I tried for years.. miscarriage after miscarriage.. blood test... pills... triggers.. IUIs.. IVF... Just know you have never been alone!!

  59. lizbeth verduzco

    lizbeth verduzco

    7 oy oldin

    Watching this has made me so emotional finding out I'm expecting! Thank you for sharing this. I feel so blessed.

  60. Grace Thompson

    Grace Thompson

    7 oy oldin

    I’ve put off watching this series because I knew I’d be a mess...and yep, here I am cooking spaghetti crying my eyes out 😭🥺

  61. Elle P. Studio

    Elle P. Studio

    7 oy oldin

    I can’t even begin to express my gratitude for this series- the amount of strength it took for you to post this... thank you desi and Steven ❤️🙏🏼❤️

  62. Miche Moffatt

    Miche Moffatt

    7 oy oldin

    I just heard on Jamie’s channel that you are pregnant! Not watched UZtop in forever and is such amazing news! Massive congrats to you both - that is so lovely xxxx totally delighted for you guys x x x

  63. just melissa

    just melissa

    7 oy oldin

    Where the hell was i 2 months ago...

  64. Kirsten Denny

    Kirsten Denny

    7 oy oldin

    Man, if I didn’t know they were together, I could have sworn he was gay.

  65. crystal E

    crystal E

    8 oy oldin

    You said exactly what I’m feeling. In this episode. Reoccurring miscarriages suck. Conceiving baby #2 has been a challenge. Good luck on your pregnancy!

  66. Ana Bațan

    Ana Bațan

    8 oy oldin

    Im rewatching the series once again, but with so much joy and happiness!

  67. Vegas Rebel

    Vegas Rebel

    8 oy oldin

    I've been trying for six years. My husband has two kids from a past relationship. So it's me. It really sucks

  68. sakina hussein

    sakina hussein

    8 oy oldin

    Hmm I'm gng through infertility for 9 years and I feel just the way ... u describe.... your so lucky .. tht your family is with u .... n they understand... m happy for u ... just saw ur pregnancy video in ur other ...Channel

  69. Keren Solomon

    Keren Solomon

    8 oy oldin

    Hi Perkins! CONGRATULATIONS! I'm so happy for you both! My husband and I are also TTC. We started testing right before corona, and the next step I think is progesterone to make sure I finish ovulating and that levels are high enough to implant. Did you go through that too? Or did they go straight to IUI?

  70. niyaha

    niyaha

    8 oy oldin

    But isnt she just 33 years old?

  71. Stephanie Erika

    Stephanie Erika

    8 oy oldin

    Omg 😭 this Intro got me tearing up!!!

  72. Samantha Gould

    Samantha Gould

    8 oy oldin

    I hope to feel this love with my future husband.

  73. Sarah Gathirwa

    Sarah Gathirwa

    8 oy oldin

    Who is cutting onions 😭😭😭😭

  74. Angela

    Angela

    8 oy oldin

    So wait what was the problem? Sounds like pcos or something or did she just not have many eggs?

  75. Stephanie Cunningham

    Stephanie Cunningham

    8 oy oldin

    Love you omg I can’t believe you are pregnant

  76. Stephanie Cunningham

    Stephanie Cunningham

    8 oy oldin

    Awwww what about Katy omg I can’t believe I had no idea wow I didn’t think you guys were having kids yet. Love you guys

  77. Stephanie Cunningham

    Stephanie Cunningham

    8 oy oldin

    Omg I had no idea

  78. Nicole Majeau

    Nicole Majeau

    8 oy oldin

    I miscarried March 22nd with our third and last embryo from the IVF egg retrieval we did last year. Everything you're saying sounds so much like what I've felt at one point or another. I'm so glad you made this and though my heart is still broken, I am glad there are content creators that are shedding more light on this to help all of us feel less alone.

  79. Abbigail Smith

    Abbigail Smith

    8 oy oldin

    I felt that so hard you 2 talking about the miscarriage. I suffered one as well in 2013. Steven was right now hearing the heartbeat made time stand still. That is truly so accurate. Also, just like when you tell your family and you are so excited then have to turn around and tell them you’re not anymore is truly one of the hardest things. I know what you guys went through more then anything and my heart still hurts everyday for my rainbow child so thank you guys for talking about it.

  80. Julia L

    Julia L

    8 oy oldin

    15 seconds and I'm already crying 😭❤️

  81. katerynabeauty

    katerynabeauty

    8 oy oldin

    I got pregnant two times with Clomid. I feel the struggle, thank you for sharing. First time I got pregnant on second cycle and second time on the third. First time I didn’t have any side effects but second time it made me feel depressed

  82. laudie3a

    laudie3a

    8 oy oldin

    This episode hit home with me because the Clomid really messed with me. I had really bad hot flashes and got super depressed too. I really hated how it made me feel.

  83. Loredana Manciu

    Loredana Manciu

    8 oy oldin

    Do you had some problems with Micropolycystic ovaries? Or you just didn't ovulate? Your period was late?

  84. Colipopkola

    Colipopkola

    8 oy oldin

    Aww Desi, my heart broke for you when you said your period came! You and your husband are so strong to not only go through this but to show us this. I'm sure this helped so many people who have had fertility issues. Thanks for being brave and not letting this continue to be a taboo issue. 💖💖

  85. Alexa ꕥ

    Alexa ꕥ

    8 oy oldin

    Does anyone know what the doctor she talked to at the office profession is I find this really interesting and would really love to know!

  86. Abby and Fam

    Abby and Fam

    8 oy oldin

    So excited for you! Can’t wait to see this little baby.

  87. Gisselle Castillo

    Gisselle Castillo

    8 oy oldin

    Looking book you wanted to plant as many flowers as you can and now you got a whole gender reveal with a lot of flowers 🥺🥺

  88. Shakil Hossain

    Shakil Hossain

    8 oy oldin

    xxxzxvideoscom

  89. golden.s

    golden.s

    8 oy oldin

    what's with the dislikes??

  90. Layla Hudson

    Layla Hudson

    8 oy oldin

    I’m bawling and I’m only 26 seconds in...

  91. Lou Lou

    Lou Lou

    8 oy oldin

    Me & My Hubby are planning on trying to have our Rainbow, it's been 5years the fear the I have is unbelievable, I also have PCOS and other health conditions which is also worrying me, not for me but for my hubby to see and look after me. I'm excited for our journey but also terrified x

    • Anisha Suri

      Anisha Suri

      3 oy oldin

      I have PCOS too and I found that spearmint tea really worked. Hope all works out.

  92. Kindra Shalynn Haimberger

    Kindra Shalynn Haimberger

    8 oy oldin

    Infertility sucks so bad. Clomid was terrible on me as well. Hot flashes, my feet sweat (which never happens), mood swings, terrible night sweats, etc. I am so sorry.

  93. The Oakenfulls

    The Oakenfulls

    8 oy oldin

    I truly related to this. Thank you for being real and sharing the truth about infertility.

  94. never you mind

    never you mind

    8 oy oldin

    Only just came across these videos and really appreciate being 31 weeks pregnant. God bless both of you and your fertility journey! What will be will be Xxx

  95. HomeOnASaturdayNight

    HomeOnASaturdayNight

    9 oy oldin

    if you have enough money to do fertility stuff why wouldn't you just adopt? there are so many orphans in need

  96. graciela deschamps

    graciela deschamps

    9 oy oldin

    Thanks for Sharing 💕

  97. Joanna Petkau

    Joanna Petkau

    9 oy oldin

    Not even 2 minutes in and im already crying

  98. Rachel Bellamy

    Rachel Bellamy

    9 oy oldin

    I really liked how in the end you said when something happens to you that you can't control you find something you can like planting flowers, I don't know why but I started crying right away when you said that. Something just about being able to bring something beautiful into your life even when everything else seems so hard and dark. A year ago I received the news that I had HPV and i started bleeding and having extreme hormonal and emotional issues, including pain in the bedroom. I have hot flashes and insane one month long issues with my emotions, they are just uncontrollable. Then they tested me for cancer, and I am now under checkups because I have cells that could turn into cancer. I became depressed not only because one of the emotions I get is complete hopelessness and despair and complete confusion, but also because everything was making me depressed. Every time the emotions hit again or i noticed another hormonal issue coming back i just would get so discouraged and just completely hopeless. It's been so hard, I had to quite my master and I' in therapy trying to learn to live with this for maybe my whole life. It just feel like my life has been taken away. I can't function anymore and it's just devastating. My doctors can't give me any answers and there's nothing to do. So I also feel a total loss of control over my body and I always wonder like why, why did it happen, how did it start, what is going on, and why can't it just heal. So when you said that about the flowers it just made me very happy and very sad, i think i might give it a try tho, some light in dark times. Even tho my body can't grow or heal, I can give growth to a flower. I knew watching these videos would be hard for me because im having issues with my uterus and vagina, but I'm so glad i decided to, because its so nice to see a woman who understands how hormones can be sooo extreme and uncontrollable. And even tho I have a bf, like you said they just dont understand the feeling and that's so hard. I love you Desi an congratulations on your pregnancy!

  99. Lorraine Drohan

    Lorraine Drohan

    9 oy oldin

    Thank you for being so authentic and brave talking about a very difficult emotional and personal journey. Let's let go of shame. This is not anyone's fault. I am so happy you have come out to help so many other women and couples. Accepting the situation and getting help and finding out your options must renew your hope so much. My heart was torn as this video progressed. Thank you once again for being so vulnerable and bringing forth the opportunity for so many others to talk about this personal aspect of their lives. The longing and then the disappointment must be soul destroying. You are a wonderful brave couple. It is wonderful to see you both there for each other. Angel Blessings X

  100. Ashley

    Ashley

    9 oy oldin

    Damn u UZtop for not recommending these episodes!!!

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